People feel calm talking to me, being in presence with me. Why am I saying this? I can't tell the reason here.

While people do talk to me or be with me, do I feel calm? Yes, I do. This makes listening to people fun.

But I want to feel the calm they feel. I want to talk to me. I will feel more calm if I can talk to me like the people feel.

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Also ever since I remade this site with react, post frequency has dropped significantly. I need to npm build just to add new post. I will revert the page soon or find a middle ground.

Nahin Bin Kaysar 17 May 2026 @ 2:19 AM